Even I feel agitated while repeating them; He not only listens to them but also replies back with appropriate answers. He smiles back and keeps convincing me that:
“Not to worry as ‘I’ am here for you. You keep on telling your stories to Me and if no one listens forget about them. You can always talk to Me.”
That makes me so comfortable that I won’t feel shy to tell Him anything even my daily routine, actions, interactions with others, what I have liked or not or sometimes I even exchange just three words:
“I Love You, Guru Gobind Singh Ji.”
I don’t know what language to use but He never complains; as if He knows every language. The world can be ruthless and will never care about an individual’s emotions but He understands emotions which are far superior to language. Thus He just keeps on smiling and that ‘one’ smile is worth living and die for. One can observe so much serenity on His face that will pacify any ‘self-induced fire’ in an individual. The look on His face is really amazing, just a simple smile; I keep on talking and He keeps on listening. I have infinite stories to tell Him. He knows all about them but it appears He wants me to tell Him, so He keeps smiling as if He is asking me to continue and never to stop. I will surely exhaust with all I have to say to Him but I am sure He will keep listening to them, as if He is eager to hear from me.
He does not laugh, complain or taunt at me if I don’t know how to do simple things. He never feels disappointed if I fail to accomplish a task. He does not make me to bow down or make me to lick His feet, in contrast to people of this world, if I want something from Him. He does not scold me if I don’t meet His expectations. He does not give me dirty looks if I fail to deliver even at some critical stage. He does not force me to accept anything. He always gives me encouragement even if I give up. He reduces the magnitude of barriers coming in my path, if He finds me incapable of going over them. He does not hurt me like others. He loves me as I am and I don’t have to pose artificially to impress or win His favors.
But He lets an individual know that one moment he will tire of speaking and that instance he will realize that whatever has been spoken was nonsense. It was outcome of limited perception and conclusions. He makes an individual understand that listening has more to do with knowing rather than speaking. Once the individual has that realization then He will speak to eradicate all ills residing in him.
“…ਸੁਣਿਐ ਦੂਖ ਪਾਪ ਕਾ ਨਾਸੁ ॥੮॥”
(Listening – pain and sins are erased)
This article is a testimony to the fact that Dhan Shri Guru Gobind Singh Ji is the best aspect of my life, ‘Who’ I have discovered by His Grace.
“ਤੁਮਰੀ ਕ੍ਰਿਪਾ ਤੇ ਤੁਧੁ ਪਛਾਣਾ”
(By Your Grace, I recognize You.)
He is a One Who unveils and reveals Himself; no matter even if any individual tries to run after Him, without His grace one cannot even get a glimpse of Him.Then please tell me why I should not write about HIM. People will write about caring person, but HE is caring divine so why I should not write about HIM. I don’t care what degree of understanding or maturity I have. Even if my writings are incomplete and I know they are, I will still write about Dhan Shri Guru Gobind Singh Ji.
My gratitude and consciousness have asked me to write about HIM. I am impure that whatever I will write will be just unworthy. But now I cannot stop myself. I waited and waited but now I cannot keep myself in leash anymore. My emotions have grown so much that they are condensing into actions and actions into words. These words are not enough to say everything but now I have no control over them what so ever. My hands are writing, my eyes are just reading what they are writing but I am not here. I am in HIS thoughts. My eyes are so much drenched that perhaps now I can hardly see. My eyes are full of tears and they will be coming down any time. That’s what Dhan Shri Guru Gobind Singh Ji for me.